This explains it, for the most part...

Stayed up late reading. Wondering why I can't find what I'm looking for in this new story. Too much on the mind? Who knows.

Spent the better part of the day looking after small things, wondering how I could be so in love with what's come into my life. Christ.

Looking to cash in early and clear my head. Start strong at the keyboard and go as hard and fast as I'm able.

Re-read the Lotos Eaters this morning. Even that got to me.